Wednesday, March 12, 2003

Things Suck....

So yeah, i thought i blogged about on monday how i blew my tire after leaving work from target, but i guess i was wrong, not 2 minutes on the raod and i blew my tire, fucking $200 for a tire. it was 7am and they finally got it on and i was on my way at 1020, missing the interveiw i needed to do for this old guy for alco. it was 4 degrees outside and here i was in the home depot parking lot putting on my doughnut, well i can now say i drove on a doughnut, hhaha, and heard a crazy story about the guy who helped me how back when he was in highschool he shoked a joke with the benchpress bar because he was picking on his handicapped brother, how great.so i am going in tangents here.....
I'm on probation on target which blows because due to the economy they are now promoting people with experience rather than schooling,great timing for me...
I really wanted to talk to you last night, but had nothing, i needed you, i need you, i want you....
so i have this idea for us, but i don't know if you're up for it, since you did just go tripping, i'll talk to you about it.....
dogs barking in the morning piss me off......
i hate it when my mom puts the toliet paper on backwards...and when she buys the rough shit....
the movies, tv, and media in general has fooled it's captive audience in beleiving in their dreams and what the ideal state of love is....nothing is like it is on tv, it's always lied to us, it gives us this picture perfect scenario, a utopian society, and you're supposed to use that as your guide in the real world, i think not. i mean that's what we want it to be like, but there are rough times, lots of them, love isn't as grand as the movies say. break up sucks, especially when the reasoning is because love isn't like this, it's not what i've been old, love is how you define it, a lot of people a harsher on the ones they love, because they love them,"you always hurt the ones you love most" you have higher expectations of people, let's use cowrkers, and when they slack, you are harder on them than say ol joe bob because joe bob sucks to begin with. i'm sorry for that....
even when i try i fail....that just sucks "failure, when you're best just isn't good enough"
is it foolish that i want to carry out our plans, whether i'm alone or not, i am going to do it....
speaking of movies, i watched Sweet Home Alabama, and you know towards the end where Reese (ha, first name basis) stands that NY guy up at the alter and doesn't marry him, and he's all like, yeah that's cool....that would never really happen and i was pissed at that, if he truly loved her, he'd be in shock, crying, and later pissed....but then it comes together, you have to watch the deleted scenes to find out the truth...you see he was cheating on her, now how fucked up was that, but it made me happy to know that, i felt a little better about myself...
nancy frigo is a really nice person, the appointment with her went well, and we just shot the shit while getting down to business, she even offered me The Last Drop, hahhaha
hmm that's about all for now i'll blog laters....

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