Thursday, December 04, 2003

One a Day....

so this seems to be my thing, even if i have nothing worth value to say, i will post something at least once a day..so here it is...

it snowed today..and actually stuck! hell yes snow, though it already looks dirty, grrr. but it will work...maybe if i get off work friday ngiht, assuming they don't allow for overtime (yeah i was already at 30 hours when i punched out this morning, with two more shifts to squeeze in there...) maybe i will take my trip to chicago, assuming my lovely wants and can go...

and it's funny, i was out driving earlier, and of course people freak out at the first drop of snow or water for the season, so people were driving like slow asses...but if anything it makes me go faster...trying to test my limits to the max, and if i catch that slight moment of losing control, geting airbound, spinning, whatever, it's worth the rush..do i have a death wish?


speaking of thrills..i again have been having these crazy dreams..like today was someting to do with roller coasters and rides, jimmy would have enjoyed it..ohh but there was more, just crazy shit though..the funny thing was the stealing of the mirror..very symbolic..damn mirrors, just like in the scarlet letter..anyways...the other dream i had a couple days ago involved me driving late at night, my headlights didn't shine bright enough, and then as i got out there were these animals chasing eahc other....a bear was chasing something, maybe a deer, but then it was running from it..and it wasn't humorous, it frightened me, and then there was a third animal, they just kept taking their rounds chasing eahc other differently as i they passed by each time...

ok so i'm a little messed up in the head, go figure..i need to start doing something...of course this sickness has left me bedridden for 12 hours a day..but someting must get accomplished soon enough, i feel as if i'm now a complete waste of society..and lord knows how i feel about those and the retards.......but everybody has a use, or should have a use..a good use

the day comes to a close for some, while others take the last remaining hours to make their best.


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