She lied. It was directed at me but it was really to herself...she said she never wanted to be with me...she was just trying to upset me so that I'd hate her, because, as she said before, it'd be easier that way. She told me to have a nice life. It was said in such a demeaning manner though the tone was gentle; the words themselves is what fired through my ears like a bullet leaving me brain dead and non-responsive at that moment.
But she really didn't mean it.