People are not what the seem to be. At least that what it seems to me. Lately I've been finding myself at the end of many mouth canons, receiving oral ammunition fired at me. I've done my best to dodge those bullets, but given the onslaught of muzzle fire, my quick wittedness could only last so long. And as I lay there dying to believe what's been interjected as a possibility of reality, that my gig was up, and time wasn't on my side...I start deliberating up some sort of change or acceptance. Then, when they think I've lost sight, I eye their mistake.
There's several ways in which you can classify people: There's those who play devil's advocate and call out everyone on everything. I'm amoung those in that select category. There's those who just take it. And then there's those who only call people out when actually they are to blame. This is a fun category. These people try to play the system to make it seem like they have good intentions, like they are asking the questions to protect themselves, they are not at wrong...and if they are playing the second group it usually works out for them...but the truth is, it's their guilty conscience that manifests all the questions, all the accusations, all the anger.
It's because they know they are doing something wrong, something they wouldn't want done to them; and if they have the ability to do it to someone, what's stopping that someone from doing it right back without their knowledge. These people are scum. Not only are they the ones out there actually performing the nefarious acts, they have the audacity to inculpate the ones who have done no wrong, the ones who have stood there, by their side...
I fucking hate people is what it comes down to. People are idiots, and all they want to do is turn the tables on you. Their situation is never called into question, yet every one of yours is. And even given the chance to try and bring matters of theirs forward, it's turned around and blamed on you, naturally.
I could sit here and preach about how this person did this or that person did what...but I don't have the patience for that..it's saturday, and I want to do things, even if that includes nothing. Maybe Season Five of Californication was right...maybe sometimes you just have to sit back and not say anything..not counter..not fight...sometimes you just have to take the call
And so this time, the penalty is on me.
"Trying to bite my tongue, but that's more pain than its worth, so I'll just say 'fuck you' and be done"